Wednesday, March 23, 2011

are you ready?

*please read privacy on side bad*
for the news?

do you wanna know?

are you sure?

hehe ;)

Well, this is actually quite serious but very exciting!
I loved all of your answers on what you thought the news was on the survey, & some of your answers made me tear up on why you come back to my blog! you all seriously rock.

Now back to it.

about 75% of you were right, we are TTC!!

I know, *gasp*

let me explain.

If you are a active reader you know that at my post-op; I found out my chances of carrying another child are pretty slim. We could try now, but there are alot of complications come into play. So, I am supposed to go back in um a week to find out my "fate". Well I am not going.

I understand there is a lot of judgement right now going thru ALOT of you heads, & that is why we are keeping this pretty private. So if any of you reading this know us in "real-life" like over on my sidebar asks; please keep what you read on here to yourself.

But guys this is what it comes down to, Brandon & I can't deal with that fact that we never tried. I don't want to go on & on for year but just a few cycles & if we don't get pregnant, I truly feel that is GOD tells us listen, "this is it for you". & ya know what? we will be ok with that.

But we are gonna give this one more shot.

The longer we wait, the great chance we have of never carrying.

It gonna be hard, really hard. But with the help of our families {since i will probably be on bedrest practically my whole pregnancy} I believe we can do this.

Yes, we understand the complications, & no we aren't ready for them. But, we want more than one child, & I think we are entitled to try. & whatever GOD gives us to handle we will take.

I am hoping you all will fully support us on this decision, because you guys have been such a great support group so far. & since no one but family will know about this; you guys will be rock thru it all!

So where to go from here? I am calling new ob/gyn's today to set up interviews, & see where we have to go with a high-risk dr & go from there. I want one set up & ready to go if for some reason we were to get pregnant this cycle {hey a girl can dream}

Speaking of cycle, I thought I may have to start Provera but AF came a knockin yesterday evening. {for all of you momma bloggers that don't know the TTC lingo, i will post a key over on a side bar soon!} 

& today is CD 2!

Got my FF all reved up again, I am not temping this cycle. I will the next along with PreSeed. 
I don't know if we will do a  cycle with Clomid, we will take that hurdle when it gets there.
But we are banking on my fertility being tip-top {again a girl can dream}

Well there is the news, feel free to ask question, email anything!
But I am very excited & I hope all of you are too! :)

Lilypie Trying to Conceive 21 to 37 day cycle tickers

14 comments:

  1. Sooooo excited for you!!! Wishing you tuns of luck!!! CD 3 for me...

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  2. BEST of luck to you...and I mean that. I am teary eyed reading this for you. I can not even imagine. YOU and your family have just been added to me and Lyla's prayer list! GOOD LUCK! and may God be with you!

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  3. Wishing you tons of luck. I will be praying for you and your family.

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  4. No judgment here, I'd do the exact same thing in your shoes! :) Good luck!

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  5. so exciting! wushing you the best of luck!

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  6. So exciting! I'm super excited for you and sending you lots of baby making vibes!

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  7. Why anyone would judge you for something like this, I don't know! Very exciting news! I'll keep you guys in my prayers:)

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  8. How exciting!!!! Good luck to you and your family!

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  9. Good luck! Keep your head up and stay positive! It'll happen if it is meant to be :)

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  10. Pulling for your family! This is so exciting, and I am sure will be a time full of ups and downs, but God will bless His faithful servants as long as they are seeking His perfect will...and it sounds as though y'all are doing just that. Blessings and best wishes for you guys!

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  11. Good for you -- go with your heart!!!

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  12. Aaah! Exciting! We're not too far behind you. Wishing you tons and tons of luck.

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  13. AHH! I am so proud of you Tara! I hope and pray "your dreams come true".

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shucks, thanks the comment!
i looove hearing from you!
-tara :)

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